O hay there beautiful people! I'm Gemma, 18. living in good ol' rainy England! from the age of four years old, my mum new i was going to be a strange one.. one stick short of a lolli.. i guess was right. since the age of 11, i've been on a complete 'Self destruct' as people like to call it. and suffering through various mental health shenanigans.. BPD, depression, ridiculous manic episodes, self harm, suicide attempts, addictions, a ridiculous amount of hospital admissions, inpatient in Child and adolescent psychiatric units, adult psychiatric units, i've always from a young age had disordered eating.. but over the last year and a half now, Anorexia/Bulimia has really just completely stole my life from me. I have been through an awful amount of horrific events in my life, name it.. im pretty much done it, or seen it or been there.. im an open book. ask me anything. - so basically, this is my space to rant, and scream, where no one from the 'crappy real world' can see.
i'm here if anyone needs me, 'cause i believe everyone needs someone...
OH YEAH... i forgot to mention... i'm a crazy mother fucking hippy ><
I was dying to
That I didn’t need
to try so hard to be perfect,
That i was enough
it was okay.